The day Toly met Maverick.
Almost a month later, he was washing his hands in a McDonald’s bathroom
when a man loomed behind him in the mirror, and said, “Anatoly Kobliska?”
Toly froze, glanced up at his reflection, and then froze again.
The man had a friendly, weather-beaten face, handsome in an easy sort of
way. Dark hair getting some salt in it, jaw rough with purposeful stubble,
brown eyes. He wore a plain blue hoodie.
And a Lean Dogs cut.
Toly’s pulse spiked, and his fingers twitched toward the front of his
jacket, and the knife stashed in the inner pocket.
“Whoa there,” the man said, as though talking to a spooked horse. “Easy,
son. There’s no need for that.”
Toly could see his heartbeat in the hollow of his throat, and the side
of his neck. Throb-throb-throb. The man behind him had a height and weight
advantage, but Toly had youth and speed on his side, and plenty of acquired
knife skills besides. The man’s cut declared him the Vice President, but that
betrayed nothing of his possible skills and experience.
In a choked voice, Toly said, “How do you know my name?”
Slowly, the man lifted both hands to show his empty palms. Rough,
callused hands that had known hard work, old dirt baked into the creases. “I
asked around. It wasn’t hard to find somebody Russian who’d spill the beans on
you, kid.” He cocked his head to one side, grinned. “You’re the one who shot
his own Pakhan.”
There were a dozen defenses he could have offered: the whole, sordid
tale of Oleg the terrible leader. But that would require more words than Toly
had ever used at one time.
The man said, “My name’s Maverick, by the way. You wanna turn around so
we can talk face-to-face?”
No. But it was that or stab the man.
He looked at his own face, the dark, sleepless circles beneath his eyes,
the haggard complexion, the greasy hair. He didn’t have money for a hotel room,
and so he’d been making use of shelters and the occasional bit of hospitality
from people he did odd jobs for: a pallet on a warehouse floor, one night, the
back of a moving truck another.
What did he have to lose? Nothing. He had nothing. And he was so, so
tired.
He turned, and leaned back against the edge of the sink.
Maverick nodded, and looked pleased, his smile not large, but warm. “I’m
not angry,” he said, “and I’m not going to hurt you.” Like Toly was some child.
Like he cared about this stranger’s approval.
Toly’s shoulders drew up on instinct. He glared. “I’m not your son.”
“I know,” Maverick said easily, “it’s old habit, I guess. I don’t have
any kids, so I end up calling all the boys ‘son’ or ‘sport’ or something lame
like that.” He shrugged. “Sorry. I didn’t mean anything by it.”
Toly gauged there was a span of three feet between them: far enough that
he could draw a weapon, but so close that if Maverick drew too, he wouldn’t be
able to get off a decent shot. And then, given their location, someone would
come pelting into the restroom, and someone would call 911, and then someone
would catch a glimpse of him as he fled and give it to the police. If every
Russian in the city was already spreading his whole fucking name around,
apparently, there was no chance they’d waste a chance to offer it up to the
cops when his sketch appeared on the evening news.
Maverick said, “I know what you’re thinking, and you need to take a deep
breath, and at least hear me out.”
Toly’s shoulders jerked up a little higher. He’d begun to shake,
faintly, and though he tried, he couldn’t stem it.
Maverick’s gaze said he really did know. You don’t know shit,
Toly wanted to snarl, but he couldn’t, throat blocked up with nerves that
proved him right.
“I don’t know you,” Maverick said, “but I’ve been a part of my club for
a long time. I was a kid running from something once, and so are most of the
young guys who are patched in now. It’s not a school Spanish club, is it? Your
bratva. I know a little bit about it; it’s a family, just like ours.”
“It’s nothing like your club,” Toly hissed, but his heart
wasn’t in it. Exhausted, underfed, terrified, the shakes had turned him cold
inside, and now he was freezing. It was a terrible effort to keep his
teeth from chattering.
“Okay,” Maverick said. “Maybe it’s not. But I know it’s not the sort of
thing a guy can just walk away from because he’s done with it. And I do know
that you left. That you did a really brave thing, and then you got Scottie
outta there, poor little dipshit. Our president ripped him a new one, lemme
tell you. He almost lost all those guns, and nearly got himself killed. He was
a dripping mess by the time he got home to Albany, and he was telling us all
about how this guy Toly saved his neck. I asked around about you because I
wanted to thank you for looking out for him. He’s gonna be mopping floors and
scrubbing toilets until he’s thirty, but he’s whole, and that’s no small thing.
So.” He extended one of his callused, baked dirt hands, steady and inviting.
“Thanks.”
Granted, he was teetering on the verge of a panic attack, and thinking
wasn’t his strong suit at the moment, but Toly failed to think of a time when
he’d shaken someone’s hand. Andrei’s perhaps, back in the very beginning, when
he was still just a boy. He thought of taking Maverick’s hand, now, and
realized he couldn’t see the man’s other hand, which could be holding a knife. That
he could imagine: a friendly grip turning punishing, a yank, a kiss of pain
along his ribs.
Maverick said, “Oh, man. This is worse than I thought.”
Toly felt his glare was lessened by the teeth chattering, no longer
preventable.
“Jesus, kid,” Maverick said, smile slipping for the first time. He let
his hand fall. “You’re awful paranoid, aren’t you? You don’t have to be so
scared.”
“I’m not–” The room tilted dangerously, and Toly tasted blood as he
accidently bit down on his tongue.
“Whoa,” Maverick said, and his voice sounded far away. “Are you okay–”
Don’t touch me, Toly thought, but everything turned black before
he could say it. The last thing he saw was a hand reaching toward him…and it
was empty.
When he came to, he was too drained to startle properly. Blinked at
too-bright sunlight and sucked in a breath.
“There he is,” someone said, brightly. “Welcome back to the world of the
wakeful. You passed out. I managed to grab you, so you didn’t hit your head.
The girls at the counter looked at us like they wanted to call an ambulance,
but I convinced them you’d had one too many at lunch and just needed a little
coffee and food. Which is sitting in front of you, by the way.”
Maverick.
Toly blinked some more, and managed to turn his head, though it felt
like it weighed a hundred pounds. He expected the back of a van, or a dingy
warehouse, maybe a shed in the woods full of rusty farm equipment and angry
Lean Dogs. It took him a moment, amidst the flare of panic, to realize he was
still in McDonald’s. That he was in fact propped up in a window booth, with
Maverick seated across from him, happy pedestrians ambling along on the
sidewalk beyond the sun-warmed glass, against which his forehead rested.
Pushing himself upright was the most difficult thing he’d ever done, and
left the bright interior of the restaurant spinning.
“Easy, easy,” Maverick said, and nudged a tray toward him.
He smelled the promised coffee, and saw a burger, and fries, and even an
apple pie.
“How long’s it been since you had a real meal?” Maverick asked.
Toly was too drained to launch himself out of the booth, and the scent
of the food was making his stomach growl, besides. “McDonald’s isn’t a real
meal,” he protested, but weakly. His mouth was starting to water.
Maverick chuckled. “Probably you’re right, but it’s gotten me through
some lean times. I don’t have an old lady, so before I learned to cook, I spent
a lotta nights under the Golden Arches.” When Toly only stared at it, fighting
the pull of hunger, he said, “Jesus, kid. I promise I didn’t poison it. If I
was gonna kill you, I woulda dragged you out the back while you were passed
out, yeah?”
Toly looked between the food and the man, his last bit of caution
fraying at a rapid pace. His throat was so dry it hurt to swallow. Nothing had
ever looked better than that sesame seed bun. “Why?”
“Why what?”
“Why would you thank me?”
Maverick’s brows went up. “I swear you didn’t hit your head. I had my
hand around the back of it.” He cupped it in empty air, to demonstrate.
Toly frowned at him. “You know what I mean.”
The brows went back down, and a notch formed between them. Concern,
though that made no sense, so probably Toly was reading his face wrong. “I told
you before: because of Scott. You’d have been well within your rights to stand
by and do nothing. Your Pakhan wanted Scott hurt, and you could’ve gotten hurt
yourself standing up to him. You didn’t have to do that, but you did, and our
dumbass is back home safe and sound. I don’t know about you, but I was raised
to thank a man when he did something good for me.”
It made sense, on the face of it. But Toly had not grown up amongst men
who did things simply because they made sense. There were no “thanks” within
the Kozlov bratva. No returning of favors. Not even kind gestures, like lunch
for someone half-starved.
Another dizzy spell washed over him, and he clutched the edge of the
table.
“Eat your food,” Maverick said gently. “And we’ll chat.”
Helpless to do otherwise, Toly reached for his burger, and thus sealed
his fate.
I'm so excited! Please publish soon, can't wait for the rest of the story.
ReplyDeleteSame as the comment above! Excited and can't wait. I really want to learn more about Maverick as well.
ReplyDeleteGoing to make me cry again, I always look forward to your books, anything you write is gold
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ReplyDeleteYou are a really good writer! Anxious to read this next installment!
ReplyDeleteMy anticipation grows and grows. Thanks for the teaser.
ReplyDeleteAwesome writing!! Can't wait to read mor.
ReplyDeleteI devour all the dartmore books. I love Toly , and I can’t wait to read more about his story!
ReplyDeleteWHEN ?!?!?! I NEED THIS NOW 😭😭
ReplyDeleteLove this character and cant wait to read his story.
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