*Has not finished the book yet*
*Holds out lengthy Oliver and Náli-centric teaser as peace offering*
So far,
Oliver had learned several truths about flying:
One: ascent
and descent were the most thrilling aspects. When your stomach dropped, and the
world tilted, and the dragon’s strength became most apparent.
Two: once
up at a good flying height, where the drakes could glide along without working
too hard, flapping only occasionally and maintaining a steady elevation, the
thrill of peeking down through the clouds lost some of its shine. Oliver didn’t
want to say it got boring, but, well…it was rather quiet. With just the rush of
the wind in his ears, and the monotonous slap of cold air against his face.
Speaking of
which…
Three:
flying up in the high, cold air for long periods chapped his lips and his
cheeks, and left his eyes dry and stinging.
“Gods, I
can’t do this anymore.”
Four: when
he wasn’t besting anyone in a duel, or playing the imperious Corpse Lord, Náli
was an absolute brat.
Oliver
sighed as he finished cinching Percy’s girth, patted his cool, smooth side, and
turned to his flying partner. He’s young, he reminded himself. You
weren’t a peach at that age, either.
Still
wasn’t, as far as most people were concerned, but that was neither here nor
there.
“Now,
Náli,” he said, watching as Náli went through an elaborate sequence of
stretches: arms overhead, touching his toes, wide reaches and lunges to both
sides, twisting at the waist, back and forth. With his helmet on, and his cloak
swirling around him, it was more than a little difficult to keep from laughing
at the picture he made. “You can’t mean to imply that you – venerable Corpse
Lord of the Fault Lands – are somehow less equipped for a long riding journey
than I am.”
Náli
snapped back around, scowling. “You think you’re so clever, don’t you? You
think I’ll fall for that?”
“No, but I
think you’re whining an awful lot, and it’s getting on my nerves,” Oliver said,
flatly.
That earned a snort, and a ghost of a grin.
Oliver
grinned, too, and the movement pulled at a face gone tight and tired from the
constant buffeting of the wind. A grin he couldn’t hold for long. “I know this
isn’t fun.”
Náli rolled
his eyes. “If you’re about to thank me for coming, or offer assurances that I’m
doing the right thing, save your breath, because that sort of attitude really
doesn’t suit you.”
Oliver’s
laugh scraped at his dry throat. “You can sass me all you want, and you’re not
going to get a rise out of me. I invented this game,” he said, motioning
between them.
Náli
wrinkled his nose and huffed. Then his expression melted into something truer:
that of an exhausted young man. It was easy, when he was making faces, to
overlook the gray pallor of his skin, and the deep shadows beneath his eyes. He’d
been weak and overtaxed before this journey, and flying for an entire day
surely hadn’t helped.
But Oliver
was of the opinion that flying was easier on him than a grueling overland
journey would have been – one that led to a clash with Ragnar and the
Úlfheðnar, no less. No matter how taxing the flight was, Náli was in no shape
to swing a sword.
Oliver cast
a glance around them, as the sky brightened. He saw distant mountain peaks, and
pine stands, and snow. Everywhere there was snow. “How much farther, do you think?”
“If we
don’t stop, we should be there before nightfall.”
Oliver
nodded. He’d left the direction to the drakes, after communicating with Percy
that they needed to get to Aeres. Percy had pushed a mental image of the palace
seen from high above, through shredded layers of cloud, and Oliver didn’t doubt
they were headed the right way. Though, if left to his own devices, he couldn’t
have estimated the distance left to travel.
“Good,” he
said. “When we arrive, I want to come in high, and survey the scene from above,
where we won’t be noticed. We’ll decide of a plan of attack from there.”
Náli
smirked. “Your king would choke if he knew you were even discussing a plan
of attack.”
Oliver
shrugged to cover the prickling of unease that flared between his shoulder
blades. “He isn’t here, so he doesn’t get a say.”
Náli’s
smirk widened. “You may have started a civil war in the North, but if nothing
else you’ve given us all the chance to see what a clucking old hen our
sovereign is.”
“Unlike
Mattias, right?” Oliver shot back, and the smirk fell away as if slapped from
the boy’s face.
Then the
first part of what he’d said registered. Oliver’s stomach rolled. “Wait.” His
heart lurched before reason could catch up to him. “You brat: this war’s been
brewing. I didn’t start anything.”
Náli arched
a brow. “How sure of that are you?”
Oliver
gritted his teeth and took a steadying breath. Náli was young – young,
exhausted, frightened, and, ultimately, unhappy. Oliver reminded himself of
this routinely, and had grown immune to all of Náli’s little barbs and stings.
This, though, went beyond whiny brattiness.
This was a dig designed to leave him doubting not only himself, but his role in
Aeretoll, and his place beside Erik. A low blow, and a vicious one at that.
Honestly,
Oliver hadn’t expected that sort of calculated cruelty from him.
He gathered
breath to respond – and then hesitated.
The North
was far blunter and more direct than the South. Men challenged one another for
dominance, yes, but with fists, and swords, and bold words rather than
psychological warfare. Why leave someone doubting himself when you could fight
him in a duel instead?
But Náli,
Corpse Lord, a boy born with magic in a very practical world, wasn’t like the
rest of them, was he? He would war verbally the same way he did physically:
sinuous as smoke, tricksy as a cat. In a world of bears and wolves, he was a
panther: alone, clever, slinking in the shadows.
And,
despite their previous interactions, and their accord, and what Oliver had come
to think of as a workable, if not friendly relationship, this was the first
time they’d been off on their own like this. Man-to-man.
All of
Aeretoll had wanted to challenge him with brawn.
But Náli
was going to do it with his mind.
Sword-fighting
wasn’t his forte, but this was a dance to which Oliver already knew all
the steps.
He smiled
in the way he always had with the young lords back home, when they wanted to
remind him of their superiority and tried to pretend he hadn’t sucked them off
in a coat closet at the last party. It had Náli’s smug look melting away. “I
forget sometimes just how young you are. Still. I expected a stronger
attempt.”
Náli’s
expression locked up into something dark and disbelieving. “What?” he croaked.
“I mean no
insult, my lord. It might have even worked on someone else. But you can’t
appeal to guilt with a bastard: we’ve never been in charge of anything and
there’s no insult we haven’t had hurled at us. We’ve been blamed for everything
from our father’s infidelity, to a ruined crop.” He let his grin widen, baring
his teeth. “Nice try, Corpse Lord, but there’s no fancy footwork that can help
you best me in this arena.”
Náli’s eyes
sprang wide. He gaped at him a moment, mouth working silently – then scowled
and whirled away to adjust Kat’s girth.
The female
drake turned her head to regard him critically – and then the little one came
in on Náli’s side, purring in inquiry and nudging at his arm.
“Get away,”
Náli hissed, swiping at him, but Valgrind made a sad noise and kept close,
nosing at his arm, his hip.
Oliver
stepped up on his other side, laying a hand on Kat’s shoulder. “Náli.”
He stood
with his fingers hooked in the mounting stirrup, head bent down, pale lashes
blinking furiously. “Shut up,” he said through tight-clenched teeth. “Just shut
up.”
“No, I
won’t. Because you’re very like the fire mountain of your duchy right now:
anger and resentment building up, and up, and you’re going to erupt at some
point. It’d be better to do it now, in front of me, who doesn’t matter at all,
than to do it at Aeres in front of everyone.”
Náli
growled, hand spasming on the stirrup.
Oliver
risked laying a hand on his shoulder, and felt the tremors rippling through
him.
“You’ve
carried a heavy burden your whole life, and you’re still young–”
Náli
whirled, and smacked his hand away. Eyes bright with unshed tears, lips peeled
back in a snarl, his was the face of someone who’d reached the limit of all he
could take. Not an eruption, but a collapse.
“What do
you know?” he hissed. “You have no idea what it’s like to be me. You
couldn’t – how could you – I don’t–”
Valgrind
trilled a worried sound, and hooked his head over Náli’s shoulder, long blue
tongue snaking out to flick at his jaw.
Náli froze,
breathing in quick little puffs that steamed in front of his face, gaze
shifting toward the drake. “Why is he doing this? Why won’t he leave me
alone?” All the fury had bled out of his voice; his tone was pleading,
frantic.
“Because he
likes you.”
“But why?”
“Well, when
you aren’t intentionally being a pretentious little shit, you’re actually quite
likable.”
“What–”
Náli scowled, and had the effect ruined by another swipe of Valgrind’s tongue. “Stop
that!” He tried to shove the drake’s head away, but only got licked on the hand
instead.
Oliver
couldn’t suppress a chuckle.
Náli turned
his fuming look on him, then. “Call off your stupid dragon.”
“No. That’s
your dragon.”
“No, it
bloody” – Valgrind’s tongue snaked into his ear – “n-eugggrh!”
Oliver
laughed – and after another moment’s sputtering, so did Náli.
“Gods,” he
groaned, wiping at his face with his sleeve. “I hate this. I hate you, and I
hate him–”
“Oh, of
course,” Oliver said easily, between chuckles.
Náli
sighed, deflating. He finally consented to rub Valgrind behind his horns, and
the drake closed his eyes and purred happily. One corner of his mouth plucked
upward in a fleeting smile. A touch of fondness for the over-affectionate
dragon. Then it fell away. “I do hate being me, sometimes,” he said in a quiet
voice. An admission.
“I’ve never
thought being a lord sounded like much fun,” Oliver commiserated.
A flicker
of a glance. “Liar.”
“No…well,
all right. Life is easier when you’re legitimate. You have all the good silks,
and furs, and jewels. People hold you in high regard. But…I had the good silks,
and furs. Not so many jewels – those were heirlooms to be passed onto trueborn
sons – but I had my own horse, and I never went hungry at mealtimes. I was
tutored with my cousins and never denied access to the library. My father was a
right prick who didn’t care if I lived or died, but Uncle was kind, at least.
He saw that I lived as well and as richly as his children, even if he didn’t
dote on me. My aunt, too: she’s not warm, but that’s just her, and nothing to
do with my status.
“I was part
of the family. And I knew my cousins loved me. I even got to attend the balls
and soirees. Without any of the pressure that comes with overseeing the health
and prosperity of a duchy. And I was certainly never asked to perform
necromancy, nor sit vigil over a fire mountain lest it destroy the whole
kingdom. The mantle you wear is a heavy one, Náli,” he said, seriously. “And
I’m not saying that to flatter you – you know me, I’m not a flatterer.”
That earned
another ghost of a smile.
“I’m saying
that it can be hard to bear all that you do, and to hold yourself poised all
the time. Life is balance: you have to be able to let your hair down sometimes
– so to speak; all you bloody Northerners and your long hair.” He rolled his
eyes, and Náli snorted. “What I’m saying is: if you need to set that weight
down sometimes, and just scream, or throw things, or feel sorry for yourself
for a while, you can do that with me. I don’t count.”
Náli
sighed, and slung his arm around Valgrind’s neck; let him support his weight, a
task which Valgrind seemed all too happy to take up. “What do you mean you
‘don’t count’?” he grumbled. “You’re the king’s bloody consort.”
“I’m an
outsider,” Oliver corrected. “I don’t care if you live up to expectation or
carry on the family tradition, or whatever it is you think you have to do
around everyone else. None of that matters to me.”
Náli
regarded him a long moment, and then slumped down further, so that his grip on
Valgrind was all that held him upright. The drake nuzzled into his side, and
Náli accepted it. “I wasn’t supposed to go to the Yule Feast,” he said,
sounding defeated – and small. Not only young, but not a large lad, either,
though he puffed himself up and exuded a larger-than-life aura…usually. This
was not a lord, an heir, nor a necromancer in front of Oliver, now, but just a
frightened, unhappy young man. “All the lords go, true, but, I’m not like them.
I hadn’t been down into the well in a long while–”
“The well?”
“You don’t
want to know,” Náli said, wearily. “It’s old magic. Family magic. Suffice to
say, if I don’t tend to it regularly, I grow weaker and the mountain grows
stronger. I have to speak to the dead – Mother says one of my ancestors didn’t,
and that he went stark raving mad before the end.” A grim smile. “Maybe I’m
already there, who knows. But I hadn’t been, and I needed to. But I left,
instead, first for the holiday, then for the Festival. Mattias has wanted me to
return home the entire time. And now here I am flying the wrong direction, on a
dragon.” He massaged at the bridge of his nose. “I have to return after
this. I have to do down into the well. And what’s worse: Mother has promised to
hold another one of those horrid courtship balls upon my return. She’s already
invited everyone, they’re just waiting for me.”
“Courtship
ball.” Oliver’s mouth went dry at the thought. He’d attended one, once, as
Amelia and Tessa’s escort; had watched the young, marriageable ladies fidget
with cups of punch and their little printed fans, while the mothers eyed the
bachelors like hungry wolves out for prey. There had been little iced cakes,
and a string quartet in the corner, and an air of desperation about it all.
Both sexes had known why they were there, and only a few had enjoyed the
process, the rest a crush of awkward first dances and ungainly back-of-the-hand
kisses. “If yours are anything like the ones in Drakewell–”
“Worse, I
imagine. Because there’s a dozen ladies and only one eligible bachelor.” He
shuddered. “The sooner I produce an heir, the better. That’s a fact that’s been
impressed upon me since birth. My magic is taxing; I have to secure the
lineage, and secure it soon.”
And not
just for the sake of a title and a manor house, Oliver knew; but for the safety
of the whole kingdom. That was too weighty a knowledge to bear for one boy on
his own.
Náli
sniffed, but his eyes stayed dry. “I’ve only ever loved one person. And he’s
supposed to stand guard outside my bedchamber door while I try to beget an heir
on my bride.”
“I’m
sorry.” It felt like a paltry offering – probably because it was.
Náli
twitched a sad smile. “Not your fault.” He scrubbed a hand across his face,
straightened, and pulled on his gloves. “I suppose we should be off.”
The sky had
lightened as they talked, fat, slanted bars of white sunlight now beaming up
from the horizon. “Probably, yeah.” Oliver slipped on his own gloves and turned
back toward Percy.
“Oliver.”
He glanced
back over his shoulder.
“Thank
you.”
They
mounted, and with leaps, and the clap of strong wings, they melted up into the
sunrise, flying for home – and war.
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